this night and
my mind can
bring out an alteration
light my eyes with hollow notions
burst with my vision
I feel it
I'm changing
I can't help but embrace it
its a road I know too well and
still I will face it
I want it
I need it
I try so hard to keep it
thoughts of mine a dime a dozen
not one is decent
I feel it
I feed it
flip the coin and then I'll be it
pick the spiral I'll go down in
then as I'm sleeping

in the walls
there's a sound
and it's waking my pain
all around
it cries over and over
it's a voice
in my head
and it started real faint
growing loud
it cries over and over

I'm so accepting to the worst of my thoughts
growing weak to the trials and the pain that I fought
it's within me I decide all the cause and affect
and I yell at the voice until there's nothing left

I cannot
conceive it
I'm loosing as I breathe in
ticking time my mind's erasing
can't help but descend
I feel it
I'm changing
I can't help but embrace it
its a road I know too well and
still I will face it
I want it
I need it
I try so hard to keep it
thoughts of mine a dime a dozen
not one is decent
I feel it
I feed it
flip the coin and then I'll be it
pick the spiral I'll go down in
then as I'm sleeping

in the walls
there's a sound
and it's waking my pain
all around
it cries over and over
it's a voice
in my head
and it started real faint
growing loud
it cries over and over
(repeat)

all the truth
in the words
as it's screaming my name
can be found
and I'll never be the same
in the blink
of an eye
I am lost to the voice
then it's me
crying over and over

over and over

I'm so accepting to the worst of my thoughts
growing weak to the trials and the pain that I fought
It's within me I decide all the cause and affect
and I yell at the voice until there's nothing left

everything made so real
with something that I can feel
its my thoughts
my words
my hand behind the wheel
a victim to all I've said
I submit my self to dread
its my mind
my choice
my voice in my head